how time flies eyh?

so, assalamualaikum.

it has been ages since i wrote something here. hhmmm..so what happened in my life are:

1. alhamdulillah im 26y now
2. alhamdulillah still have my asthma, gastric but all in all, everything is great up till now
3. alhamdulillah, i have received my master of arts in applied linguistics from uni of birmingham
4. and the toughest of all, im currently doing my phd in the field of neurolinguistics.

lets talk about that shall we?

hhmm..phd... it surely is hard than it seems. at first, i thought that doing my phd will well, yeah, sort of like master, but mayb a lil bit harder. but now im here, phd is a nightmareeee!! from coming out with a topic, to making your research a reality is wwaaghhh!! terrifying! but still, i would love to encourage you guys to still pursue your studies towards the phd level. coz trust me, phd allows you to be more open minded and know that there is no easy way out in life. heee

hhmm..what more should i add here? hhmm...well, thats that. owh2! just wanna let ppl know (assuming someone actly read this post), im cool now if anyone were to ask me, when im getting married. coz u see, when i dont think much and just cherish whatever is in front of me now, i tend to think positively and just be grateful with what i have now rather than just sulking at the corner of my room, crying and asking, 'dah, mane saye nk tau bile saye nak kaweeeeeen'. muahahah!! so, im okay now and alhamdulillah, im waaayy happier than before. i so hope you guys do too.

okess, thats all comei2 semuee :D

p/s: bersyukurlah dgn nikmat yg ada dgn engkau skrg dan sentiaselah menyiapkan diri utk akhirat kelak :)

ENGLISH

hi. so, my english is getting worse.  i hav this dream of furthering my studies abroad. but...when i look at my level of English language, it terrifies me.

THEREFORE, i shall write in English from now on. plzzz2 do not laugh when then there r mistakes here and there. im trying reli hard to improve my English here. plz support meh! yeah!

p/s: FYP, saranghae!:D

nanti..

nanti kalau kite xdok bilek same dah, ko ingt aku x?

nanti kalo kite dok negeri laen dh, ko ingt aku x?




coz aku mesti ingt ko. ko mmg kwn plg amazing sekali aku penah ade.
no matter wut happens in da future, juz always remember, dat my prayers will always b with u:'}

??

is it true if we care less, we will not get hurt?

is it true if we think about others less, we will feel better?

but human is human huh? we will always think, we will always care too much, and it ends up hurting us.


blabbering here and there wont stop anything. 


so, okay. just bear with it i guess?



p/s: when will i finish my fyp?? aish!

im back.

you hurt me so much until i dont know wut to feel anymore.

i know it takes time for me to forget you. but ya, im back. n im now da old me.

i will erase everything i know about u, all da memories. i pray dat u will never change da positive side of u.

YA ALLAH, terime kasih sebab bagi aku family yg sgt penyayang, sahabat baek yg salu ade dgn aku waktu susah sng n idop ni. terlalu byk Engkau berikan, alhamdulillah YA ALLAH.


p/s: lg 2 bulan tggl. ina rase sedeh ngat. skt dada jujurnye sbb makin dekat nk abeh, makin byk memori. aku byk hutang dgn kau, budi or duit. ko bg je. terime kasih utk itu. aku tau ko salu ckp, aku ckp byk ngat terime kasih smpi xde nilai. akekekek..tp aku ckp terime kasih sbb aku tahu pehni, aku jrg dpt ckp dgn kau. sedeh woh! mernshi rase sedeh mcm ni.

YA ALLAH, aku pohon tlglah berkati idop sahabat baek a.k.a rumet a.k.a along bg pinjam duit. akekekke..

TERIME KASIH SANGAT-SANGAT Y.

laen.

assalamualaikum. sehatkah semue? cm org gile pule berckp sendirian~~:D

hhmm.td nmpk kat fb ckp semue rakyat msia tgh menyambut kegembiraan sbbnye, smlm pembubaran parlimen malaysia.

tp kalau xtau, knape ckp semue? aku xhepi pun?

bile pg smlm tau dr kakak pembubaran parlimen malaysia, tros aku gabra. mula dh rase resah, mule dh rase xhepi, mule dh rase riso, mule dh rase mcm2.

sbb? sbb tulah..isk3...

politik ni satu je aku xpenah nk fhm. knape kite perlu berbalah sesame islam? semue parti di mate aku mst ade slhnye. knape kite xleh dok elok2 ats kerusi, pehtu bincang smbil minum kopi? hhmm? kate 1 malaysia. bukankah kite ptt bersatu? bukan masuk hantu. kan?

ni stiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiap hari, mst ade parti ni ngate parti tu, parti tu ngate parti ni. aku xbpe nk kesah ngat parti ngate parti tu n pape lah kan, tp knape mst kene kutuk mcm2 ttg ahli politik tu?

aku xckp mane2 parti coz semue sameeeeeeee je ekpung! penah x kau pkr mase kau nk mengate ahli politik tu, ahli keluarge die pun bace gok? ke ko anggap semue ahli keluarge ahli politik ni bute hurup? hhuh? ko xpkr ke? ko xpkr kalo anak die bace org ckp ayah die macam2? org pggl ayah die lembu, pggl ayah die gune jampi ape ntah,pggl ayah die buat maksiat, ckp yg ayah die xde otak bodoh xreti nk mimpin, KO XPIKIR CMNE ANAK2 ISTERI DIE RASE? ko xpkr ek? kalaulah kan, anak ahli politik tu pulak pggl BAPAK KO LEMBU, KO SKT ATI X? kalau anak politik tu pggl BAPAK KO XDE OTAK BODOH NAK MAMPUS, KO SKT ATI X AGAK2? skt x ati?

ahli politik tu seorg ayah. salu pesan kat anak2 die bace quran, solat jgn sesekali tggl, byk berzikir, byk bersabar bile org buat kite, blaja sungguh2. tp bile org ckp mcm2 ttg ayah die, ko agak2 kan skt x ati anak die? sedeh x?

ayah die ckp, "asalkan belajar, ayah mst kerje sungguh2 utk dptkan ape korg nak". ayah die ckp gtu. tp bile ayah die blikan mcm2 utk anak die, dikatekan pule ayah die amek rasuah. mase gni, ko leh gune otak ke pkr gane perasaan anak2 die? penah pkr x? ke ko xde otak?

sejujurnye aku rase runsing sgt skrg. xtau nk pkr or doa gane. pttke aku doa laen or doa ape yg terbaek? aku penin gile. n jujurnye, aku xkesah pun parti mane, tp TOLONG JGN NGATE ORG LAEN TROK SGT. ORG LAEN ADE PERASAAN. DIE MAYB ADE FAMILY YG LOOK UP TO HIM. TLG GUNE OTAK B4 BCKP. BOLEH KE EK? DUNIA NAK BERAKHIR DAH. ISNT IT TIME 4 US TO UNITE FOR ISLAM?

maap. smoge Allah memberkati ayah selalu.

nite.

my fault.

assalamualaikum.

considering what i hav done in da past, da bad things,da sinful things, no wonder bad things happen to me.

now, i just have to bear everything that will make my heart ache, that will make my spirit down, that will make me cry every now and then..its just what we call consequences, isnt it?

YA ALLAH, smoge aku dapat diampuni.


thanx.